Off the bus, she walks alone to the large, cold, brick building.
Hundreds of people she recognizes, but none who seem to recognize her.
A simple Ghost Girl.
Walking to class, she accidentally bumps into a Senior.
She apologizes, but they move on, as though she was never there in the first place,
A simple Ghost Girl.
Everyone else is with someone, talking, laughing, telling the stories of the day,
While she stands alone, no one even noticing.
A simple Ghost Girl.
Walking into class, no one see's, but someone else walks in behind, everyone cheers.
She takes a seat in the back, where a boy who claims the same problem is seated.
Everyone says
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